I have not been writing frequently because there are so many emotions that I have been feeling that…
a) don’t need to find their way out into cyberspace, cluttering it up with negativity
b) are so repetitive that after the first 20 times you hear them you won’t ever want to come back to this site
c) have cluttered my mind so much that I haven’t been able to focus on what I want to write
So I ask you to please be patient as I stutter around and try to figure out my new normal.
Never being one to stay organized for more than 15.3 seconds, my cluttered and clouded mind has decreased that time to about 3.2. I have become a relatively decent typist, but there is no way I could complete a post in that short a time span. My to-do list is huge, as is the list of topics that I want to write about. I have a calendar on which I plot out my posts – or at least topics I want to cover, if not the specifics. So far I have moved topics 4 different times. So you see, I am not ignoring the blog, or you readers, all 4 of you. I am simply slogging along through the mist, waiting for the sun to burn through and allow me to figure out how to reconnect my brain.