No, I am not looking up old boyfriends. I am finding that the energy I have gained from TKD has brought out my creative side again. I did some scrapbooking this evening. While I was still sitting on the couch and watching TV, I was actually somewhat productive! Once again I am fighting anger towards myself at letting myself get so out of condition that I lost part of who I am – a person who loves to be creative. But now is the time to look forward – and I am so glad I am finding myself again.